Title: Never Say Never
Author: Emily Goodwin
Genre: Full length, stand-alone contemporary romance
Release Date: September 28, 2015
Blurb
My life was full of nevers.
It was never supposed to go this way. I was never supposed to lose Mom so soon. I was never supposed to worry about making ends meet, to worry about losing the farm. I never thought Iβd be working a job I hate, with a boss who was more interested in what was under my shirt than in my head. Saving neglected and abused horses had been my whole life. It was my reprieve, my sanity, my last saving grace in a cruel world. I never thought Iβd grow to resent it, but I guess there is a first for everything.
Then I met him.
The Hollywood playboy. The entitled, cocky asshole that I canβt get out of my head. I never thought there could be more to him than sex appeal and an infamous reputation of loving and leaving. I never thought Iβd fall for him, put my heart on the line, and risk letting him completely destroy me.
But you know what they tell youβ¦never say never.
Excerpt
A tear rolls down her cheek and she bites her lip, trying not to cry. Then her face breaks and her shoulders slump forward. I stand there, shaking, terrified of the raw emotion. My heart breaks for her and I rush forward, wrapping her in my arms as she sobs. Itβs beautiful and itβs tragic, and in that moment, Iβve never felt anything more real.
The pain. The sorrow. Her loss. The darkness I try to hard to keep out, that I fight tooth and nail but can never fully avoid. I hold her and feel it all. It swarms around me, filling me, hurting me, opening my eyes. I realize everything Iβve done to desperately hold it together slowly chipped away at me until there was nothing left, nothing but a shell of a man with an empty heart that I never though was capable of feeling anything but hurt. A heart I thought was never worthy of a second chance, was never capable of redemption.
Itβs then that I realize I never, ever want to let her go.
And itβs crazy, because I donβt know herβreally know herβbut there is something so intimate about holding someone as they cry. It exposes so much, and you canβt hold back as the tears fall and the sadness comes out in waves. I feel my own eyes mist over. I close them and cradle Haley close to me.
βThereβs nothing wrong with you,β I tell her. βI promise you that.β
βLook at me,β she repeats. βHave you ever had a date end this way?β
βOur date didnβt even start,β I say. βAnd hey, you didnβt go crazy and shave your head, so I say youβre doing all right.β
She laughs, and her arms slowly wrap around me. Something inside me relaxes. I sit and pull her onto my lap and we stay there in silence for a few minutes. Gently, I push her hair out of her face. βWant that drink now?β She laughs again and nods.
βI need that drink now.β She stands up and wipes her eyes, smearing her makeup across her cheeks. βAnd really, I wonβt hold it against you or call the tabloids on you if you drop me off at home and call it a night.β
Tabloids? The word is jarring. For a few minutes I was the real Aiden againβ¦and I didnβt mind. βItβs up to you, Haley. Iβm not mad or upset, so donβt worry. I donβt like seeing you sad, and if youβd like, I want to try and cheer you up.β
βIβd like that.β
I stand and drape my arm around her. βAre you hungry? I can go get the food.β
βI am. And thanks, Aiden. Iβ¦I donβt know.β
βWhat?β I probe.
βIβm surprised by your kindness.β
βOuch,β I say with a chuckle. βThanks?β
She smiles and takes a step toward the restaurant. βHey, you canβt really blame me, can you?β
I canβt, because Iβve fooled the worldβand at times, myselfβabout who I really am. The partying, the women, the excessive spending, and run-ins with the American lawβ¦okay, so maybe I had a reputation. βNo, I canβt. But Iβm glad I surprised you.β
About the Author
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Emily Goodwin is the author of the twice banned dark romance, STAY, as well as over a dozen other titles. Emily writes all types of romance, from love stories set in the zombie apocalypse to contemporary romances taking place on a western horse ranch. Emily lives in Indiana with her husband, children, and many pets, including a German Shepherd named Vader. When she isn’t writing, Emily can be found riding her horses, designing and making costumes, and sitting outside with a good book.
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